I had my first massage last week and lemme tell youuuuu. It was the greatest thing I’ve ever experienced in my 18 years on this Earth. Like no exaggeration my soul was revived I am a new woman. It’s like I’m a Phoenix rising from the ashes taking on my new life. Except I am the same person and college is still super rough but I’m choosing to ignore that because I am still feeling #blessed from that massage.
I don’t know if you (the humanoid that is reading this currently) have ever experienced the magic that is a massage, but I suggest you hop aboard that train ASAP choo chooooo!
Lol I am so goofy right now. Antyways back on topic. Massages are amazing especially for aggressively stressed and overwhelmed college students like ya girl right heree. I was going through a really rough time last week and having a solid hour where I didn’t have to think about everything I have due or have to do was a breath of fresh air. It felt like a weight was lifted off of my shoulders (or maybe it was just the knots built up from centuries of stress) and I could finally breathe. Afterwards I could put everything in perspective and actually plan out effectively what my next course of action would be. Lol I sound like a spy.
Okay I’m gonna end it here with massages are great and 10/10 recommend and I am a happy bean todayyyy okay byeeeeeee!
Fun fact about me, I’ve been writing songs for the past 3 or so years on and off. I haven’t written a new song probably since I go to college in the fall. I didn’t even realize how much I missed it until I spontaneously started writing down lyrics at work the other day. It was like inspiration just struck me then and their and I had to write it down. It’s definitely not even close to finished since I’m a busy college student with no concept of free time (lol) but that wasn’t the point for me.
Revisiting something that I love so much and brings me so much peace really helped recenter me. College is hard sometimes and can really bring you down. Reconnecting with songwriting really put things in perspective for me and helped me refocus my energy into something that doesn’t stress me out and make me wanna rip out all my hairs.
I think the lovely things in life are those little things you can always revisit and that make you as happy each time as they did that first time you did it. For me that’s songwriting. My new old love.
Me and my friends always joke around about being messes and I just honestly and truly believe you should always embrace being a mess. It’s the qualities that make you honest and human. Being a mess means you aren’t afraid to embarrass yourself or be true to yourself. I think being a mess is beautiful and extremely indicative of a person’s true character. Okay imma hop off my soap box now byeeee.
Embrace the glorious mess that you are – Elizabeth Gilbert
I’ve been a on a women’s leadership retreat this weekend and it was AMAZING. I didn’t expect to learn so much from so many empowering women. We learned about Equal Pay, Empathetic Communication, Self-Defense and so much more. The self defense class especially made me happy with my Tae Kwon Do background. Also I just love throwing people around lol. We learned about Intersectional Feminism which I didn’t know a ton about beforehand so #education. It was amazing to be surrounded by some of my favorite women and meet new amazing women to add to my circle. It’s hard to make friends sometimes but opportunities like this make it so much easier and less awkward for an already awkward girl AKA meeee. Idk how this whole blogging thing works but it’s fun to type all this out and post it for others to possibly relate to! Yayayayayay byee